Christianity

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 Where do I even begin? I'll just say it now. I lost my faith in God and Jesus a long, long time ago. I have no problem with people who are religious, but don't ram it down my throat and don't tell me to keep it to myself or shut my mouth, if I do that, then get off your damn soap box and shut up yourself.

I HATE, Not all Christians, just the ones who aren't good Christians that they so claim to be. I'm sorry but if you tell a pregnant woman that her baby that she loves with all her heart (That God created) is an abomination and is going to burn in hell for all eternity. That makes you a BAD Christian. God loves everyone, God created man and woman, he loves all of his creations and I don't think he's going to send a baby to hell simply because there wasn't a damn piece of paper stating that the parents are married or not.
 By the way, I was the pregnant woman who was told this.

I actually just about 30 minutes ago, got into a discussion with my father if there was a God, and he said he had proof. He told me his proof(near-death experiences and how he heard and saw God during that and his terrifying moments in Vietnam) and I said, "That's great, I'm glad He was there for you when you needed him" When I "died" 6 times on September 11th 2005 from my motorcycle accident. There was no voices, there was no bright light, there was peaceful quiet and serenity. Does that mean I'm going to Hell? Who knows? I don't think so, I don't think I've done anything wrong to deserve this "Hell" everyone speaks of. If there is a Hell, its full of serial killers, rapists, murderers(even the people who murdered in the name of God) and more than likely Adolf Hitler as well as a bunch of others but I do not fall into those categories)


I have been sexually assaulted many times, I've been abused, and when I would ask why God would let this happen to me. It always was "God is testing you" "You have sinned too much"(I thought Jesus died for our sins?) "You have to pray more" You don't go to Church, this is punishment"
Are you F**KING serious?! I was 14 at the time by the way

I have lost a lot in my life, I have had to grow up very quickly from a young age, I have a mental disorder that I have to take medication for so I function in society properly. Am I hateful? No, I love life. I may not love everything in my life but I love life. I have a wonderful family, wonderful friends and a beautiful almost 2 year old. Just because I choose not to be religious or worship God, doesn't make me an anti-Christ. Believe in what you want. I don't care. I'm not going to change your mind, I'm not trying to. I'm happy that you have something/someone to believe in. I just don't need it, so please if you're gonna tell me to shut up or keep it to myself. Then you need to shut up and keep it to YOURSELF.

Freedom of Speech, thank you and have a wonderful night.

xoxoxoxo-Liz